hi xu! i miss u a lot. seriously.. u were one of my idol and then u became my friend and i could have at least tried to even just a lil bit check up on u or just talking more with u. i fell bad. very bad. i have lost u and kai and i think i will be the next one if this keep going. so im just saying. i love u so much and i deeply wish ur in a better place now. please wait for me <3 -nana
