It feels like nobody cares anymore. I feel useless, dull, unimportant. Nobody wants or asks for my help anymore. Nobody wants me anymore, as their friend or wtv idk. I've been questioning myself and why I'm alive more than normal. I've started hating myself more and more everyday. Whenever I try to protect a friend from someone they can't seem to tell is bad for them, they get mad at me. Whenever I try to be nice to someone who seems to hate me and is rude to me, they continue to act rude. My life hasn't changed one bit, actually, it has, but it's changed for the worse. I appreciate the friends I do have, but it seems like nobody believes me anymore when I tell the truth. Everyone seems to hate me atp. I only have like 4-6 people, and I hate it. I used to have an entire friend group. I used to have people I could reside in that could actually help me with my problems... I don't anymore... I've turned into this monster that I know I'm not and I know I don't wanna be, and I hate myself for becoming this THING in the first place. Please, somebody help me... I can't do this alone...
Current friends left: Cres/Crescent (I see them as my bsf, all I know is they see me as their friend, I wish I could help them more. I owe them a lot. Unsure what scratch account we met on, but known them for 2-3 years.) Gray (a fellow Warrior Cats fan, and someone who's helped me through a lot. Although idk if they can help me with this one.) Soha/Luci (We're just friends, we don't talk much anymore, but still.) FIMFiction friend (I call them this given well, no one I know atm knows this person, so yeah. Met them on a MLP Fanfiction site. Glad I did, they help a lot.) Milo? (Idk if we're friends we don't talk much) Kiwi (They go by Kiwi, but it's not the same one some of you might know. We talk a little but not much, still we get along and mess around. One of the few I've known and still talk to ever since I made my first scratch account) (Ink!)Asriel/Azzy (One of the few I've known and still talk to ever since I made my first scratch account)
