Sort of a vent I guess. So basically, i was in a group chat with two of my friends and then my gf. I would like..spam to get them to answer? I realize now that it wasnt the best idea lol..anyway one night in the group chat, I texted it like nine times in a row I believe because I was having a literal mental breakdown- Well I went to go watch YouTube shorts bcuz I didn’t know what to do, and I got a message from my gf in the group chat. I went to go read it. It’s not the message in the project, because I took that pic a while ago, and there’s no way I’m going back all the way to find the first message- but u get the idea. It was … a message about how horrible I am, and how she’s not a slave for me to talk to. I replied four times in a row saying how sorry I was and that I didn’t mean to upset her. She messaged again, but there were worse things said so I kind of retaliated. Then the fight went on for a while, but I was mostly just apologizing and stuff. Also this went down in the middle of the night- As I said, this was in a group chat. My gf and another friend usually stays up like I do, but my other friend goes to bed kind of early. Anyway. The late staying up friend, let’s call her gi hun lol - well Gi hun messages and joins in the whole thing, telling me how much I messed up and suck. I was..freaking out, crying..there was a…very horrible threat said in the whole thing, btw. But my gf unsent it and said sorry. Yet she went on with the angry messages, until I left the group chat. I messaged my friend gi hun privately, and what’s in the project is what she messages back with. Apparently, my ex gf told gi hun to say that, but I don’t entirely believe it and anyway it’s still rlly horrible. The next morning I messaged my friend..let’s call her Roblox obby. We talked, vented, she wasn’t mad at me and then she added me back to the gc. Gi hun said sorry right away, repeatedly, told me she wasn’t actually mad but that didn’t rlly fix it. Then my ex joined our call (btw she broke up with me in the fight thing) and said sorry. She tells me she still regrets it a lot. But yeah. I still don’t entirely forgive her..it’s been like a month.
ALSO HELP PLEASE. MY EX WANTS TO GET BACK TOGETHER AND IDK WHAT TO DO. I still kind of like her, but that whole thing broke my trust and liking in her.. Anyone have advice?also I just needed to get all this out u don’t have to read it all- Also why are all of our group chat names so unhinged what-
