not gone forever, obv. but i'm not sure how long. this means that anything I said I would do for you is on hold until i'm back, sorry. my body feels empty and I want to throw up. maybe it's because I haven't eaten, or not. but i don't want to stay here and feel like this, I don't have the energy. so i'll wait until this feeling passes. who knows how long it'll take to be gone- maybe a month. or maybe tomorrow. comments will be turned off, talk here. i'll still check in daily. but if it doesn't need immediate attention, I won't reply, but i'll still see. I see all of you <3