name : nyabouny ‘hadassah’ atong aziz nationality : south sudanese ethnicity: south sudanese [ stage two ; appearance ] hair: her hair is naturally 4a/b textured and black, but she feels a sense of insecurity when it comes to her hair, and often wears wigs. besides the insecurity, she also finds the idea of having bright, unusual hair colors as fun. her hair is currently blown out and neapolitan colored. eye color : light/chestnut brown , though she tends to wear black, circular contacts. eye shape : large doe eyes height : 198cm nose shape : long, slim and straight face shape : oval lip shape : heavier upper lip , no cupids bow build : naturally slim (something she is often teased for). based on measurements alone she’d be a rectangle/borderline hourglass weight : 135 bmi : 16 classification : SEVERELY underweight. this is NOT for the purposes of glamorization, but a reflection of her past. measurements : 30-22-33 other features : • dimp dimps • larger than average forehead (east african genes) • sharp canines • thin brows • long (but thin) lashes (often wears falsies) [ stage 3 ; important relationships in depth ] — lazy lazy lazy [ stage 4 ; fun facts/personal details ] ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆ — sexuality : extremely closeted bisexual ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ — gender : cis female ♡‧₊˚ — pronouns : she/her ⚝ — fav snack : brownies personality: hadassah is an initially quiet, but not in the ‘shy’ sense, it’s more so a defense mechanism, like a ‘you don’t bother me, i won’t bother you’ type of thing. she’s easily irritated, and after a lifetime of hardships, she has a burning hatred towards the world and the people that made it so horrible; in turn, this makes her a very vigilant person. she channels her anger to morally corrupt people (fighting, arguing, etc.), or physical activity (hands-on sports). while she is easily angered (and probably has anger issues), she plays up the ‘tough’ persona BIG TIME. this, again, is a defense mechanism, since people stereotype and pin her to be the ‘aggressive black woman’, so she plays up the role to keep people at bay. under all the roughness and misplaced anger, she has good intentions and a heart of gold, just a LOT of misguidance. introduce yourself properly, and you’ll find that she’s a very caring and nurturing person. she’s not always the most morally correct person, but she is true to herself and her values.
other: • she tends to explain the constant presence of ‘ghost touches’, ‘ghost senses’ or ‘ghost pains’. she’s highly sensitive to anything sensory related, and feels, hears, smells, tastes, or sees ANYTHING that is described to her. • she’s very particular with the senses that she DOES enjoy. she has and will physically recoil if you describe or make her experience a sense that she isn’t comfortable with. • she has multiple piercings in her ears, as well as a bellybutton piercing. she also has an eyebrow piercing, and multiple tattoos (most being illegal). !!! KEY BACKSTORY DETAILS !!! • born in south sudan, where she lived until the age of eight, in which her parents made a bad deal to send her off in hopes of her living a better life. • the man who promised to help her was actually the leader of an exploitation ring (and a p.mp) • starting at the age of ~9, hadassah became a part of an expl0itati0n ring, where she was forced to do (…) work • because of the lifestyle she was forced into, she often had to do… substances, which (along with malnutrition) caused issues with growth and development • she managed to make her escape at ~17, and attempted to lead a normal life from there, though she was left with many physical and psychological issues (damage to open organs, weight issues, severe vitamin deficiencies, hair loss and damage, etc, etc.)
