uuugh my baby i love him sm shes so me. i AM them but at the same time im NOT them. theyre me but worse. sure. that works click for next image btw :3 ↳ name: raymond noah durphy / ray brociner ↳ nicknames: ray [commonly used], rayne [fem. name, sparingly], raynestorm [pet name], april [former alias], "the mond" [inside joke w friends], 003 [creation name] ↳ species: humanoid ↳ agab: ??? ↳ gender: up to interpretation ↳ pronouns: any/all ↳ age: ~18-19 canon-wise. ~17-18 in dnd. has been thru many lives and ages ↳ romantic orientation: panromantic ↳ s3xual orientation: pansexual ↳ romantic status [ canon ]: single ↳ romantic status [ spin-off series ]: taken ↳ romantic status [ rp ]: ehhhrhhr single ↳ romantic status [ dnd ]: taken by someone ? they’ve been romancing everything they can idk how many lovers they have atp ↳ former place of residency: ??? ↳ former place of residency: unlabeled orphanage ↳ current place of residency [main story]: parents house, willow bay ↳ current place of residency [spin-off]: some apartment in the city idk. ↳ dead counter : about like 200 times canonically ,,, still working out how some of those happened tho but we’re getting there ↳ satchel inventory: x1 notebook, x4 pop-tart packs, x2 pens, x1 box cvtter, x? bandaids, x1 friendship bracelet, x1 phone, x1 makeup kit ↳ voice claim: immm thinking katra from sheera but not sure. they have different voices too asfjkdsjf ↳ theme songs : fukouna girl , my ordinary life , jax toy , spoken for , affection addiction , but please dont ↳ quirks: perpetually smiling, usually has like oddly dramatic poses, fidgets around a bunch ↳ key item: cell phone. it’s what gives them meaning. ↳ basic personality: [+] charismatic , confident , witty [=] stubborn [-] self-centered , bratty , manipulative ↳ detailed personality: btw. plz if we’re in a rp together ,, don’t like ,, make your character know this stuff unless told :( ghhhhhhghfhh ,,, morally ambiguous characters ily….. ray, at first glance, seems almost perfect. they’re charismatic and very courageous, yet always wearing their stage persona like a mask. if a rule doesn’t make sense to them, they’re not afraid to speak up and criticize it, standing their ground until they get their way—they were raised with nothing but love, and used that to their advantage, managing to learn to twist their words to mislead others, as well as fake their emotions fairly well. to the masses, they’re extremely full of themself and proud, seeming almost narrow-minded, and like a dvmb person who can only think of their appearance, almost a vain brat. yet, despite their ‘silly and stupid’ facade they put on, and the obsession they have with their appearance, they’re fairly clever—albeit not very intelligent, still struggling with basic math and reading—and people should be wary of them, as they’re aware of how to use anything they’re given to their advantage. they manipulate others into doing their bidding with a smile and false promise that’s never meant to last, and if challenged, they’ll lash out—showing a glimpse of the person behind the mask, someone who shouldn’t be as loved as they are, someone almost cruel in nature. truly, they feel…nothing. they know they’re nothing without the approval of the internet, and that they’d be horribly lost if one ever found who they truly were behind this carefully-constructed image of theirs. nobody would love someone like them. they reject all displays of real-life affection that goes beyond surface-level yearning with a little giggle and push away, but there’s always something longing in their voice. something that screams that they crave more. very rarely, they’ll get attached, and they’ll become extremely dependent on the other—often relying on them for their happiness and self-worth. their moral compass isn’t very strong at all, and they’re willing to do what it takes to get what they want, which can range from changing themself to fit society’s ideals to manipulation, if they have to. maybe it’ll make them feel something. … maybe you’ll love them then. … ↳ paragraph bio : hi ,, raymond "ray" noah durphy [] 19 ,, [ or something like that. man im trying to line their past lives up and i swear it’s a pain with how many they’ve had sigh ] [] blehhhh i throw this at y’all. you don’t need to read it but i love my child and i will yap bout him any chance i get . ray stands at 180 cm (5 ft 11…plus like 3.5 inches for shoes. hes suffering), their complexion a deep brown. they’ve wavy hair that reaches their waist, split into half black (right) and half dark blonde (left). he has a thin scar crossing her nose, and another under their cheek, as well as a set of faded puncture wounds in their neck just below a larger scar around the entirety of their [ cont in n&c ]
neck. their eyes, golden to match their hair, almost sparkle in the mansion lighting…but there seems to be something hollow beneath the glamor. he wears a large assortment of golden jewelry, such as a necklace, a singular star-shaped earring, a few bracelets, and three rings. ray uses a LOT of makeup, and forces themself to keep up their appearance as best as they can. if someone would ever see the true them…? oh…oh, it’d all be over for ray. to make themself look more stereotypically attractive, they specifically wear dresses with corsets, forcing their waist to be slimmer, and pad their chest and hips for a figure that’s more hourglass-like. on top of this, they wear long black gloves and stockings, effectively covering their wrists and legs. their most common dress is a tight-fitting, fancy black one with an asymmetrical shape that barely reaches their midthighs, with highlights of white and gold, one they purposefully picked out to match their eyeliner and hair and create a color scheme for them. it flares out sharply at the bottom, giving them a triangular silhouette. their dress has a very uneven form, too—both with the sleeves and the skirt of the dress. their left sleeve reaches all the way down to their wrist, while their right is puffy and goes until their upper arm. their dress has a gray corset around their waist. they wear white sharp-heeled boots that add about 3 inches to their height, and carry themself with an unusual air of confidence that practically radiates the bold, unrelenting energy of the sun—their namesake. [] [+] charismatic, confident, lively, witty [=] stubborn [-] self-centered, hypocritical, manipulative, envious … but is anything about them real at all ? — ray, at first glance, seems almost perfect. they’re charismatic and very courageous, yet always wearing their stage persona like a mask. if a rule doesn’t make sense to them, they’re not afraid to speak up and criticize it, standing their ground until they get their way—they were raised with nothing but love, and used that to their advantage, managing to learn to twist their words to mislead others, as well as fake their emotions fairly well. to the masses, they’re extremely full of themself and proud, seeming almost narrow-minded, and like a dvmb person who can only think of their appearance, almost a vain brat. yet, despite their ‘silly and stupid’ facade they put on, and the obsession they have with their appearance, they’re fairly clever—albeit not very intelligent, still struggling with basic math and reading—and people should be wary of them, as they’re aware of how to use anything they’re given to their advantage. they manipulate others into doing their bidding with a smile and false promise that’s never meant to last, and if challenged, they’ll lash out—showing a glimpse of the person behind the mask, someone who shouldn’t be as loved as they are, someone almost cruel in nature. truly, they feel…nothing. they know they’re nothing without the approval of the internet, and that they’d be horribly lost if one ever found who they truly were behind this carefully-constructed image of theirs. nobody would love someone like them. they reject all displays of real-life affection that goes beyond surface-level yearning with a little giggle and push away, but there’s always something longing in their voice. something that screams that they crave more. very rarely, they’ll get attached, and they’ll become extremely dependent on the other—often relying on them for their happiness and self-worth. their moral compass isn’t very strong at all, and they’re willing to do what it takes to get what they want, which can range from changing themself to fit society’s ideals to manipulation, if they have to. maybe it’ll make them feel something. …maybe you’ll love them then. [] pansexual ,, gender is literally up to interpretation (any/all) [] no.. broken heart emoji wilting rose emoji skull emoji low battery emoji sobbing emoji [] no [] king of hearts ^_^ []
