green flag for some lofi so uh heyyy im just gonna vent lol lately i've been feeling very unmotivated to do stuff on scratch mostly bc i feel like i do a lot of work to get like 4 views. it's no one's fault but mine cuz i dont wanna spend the time to upload a ton and work on growing my account. i mean, i want to get better and stuff and i want to be a bigger name but it's so time consuming. ik i have to post more but i have other stuff in my life than just scratch. ik that's not fair to say cuz popular scratchers do stuff besides scratch and most ppl do but mehhhhhhh. i need motivation and it would be very helpful if i got ideas from other scratchers but like no one sees my stuff so idk. if i ask popular scratchers they wont respond cuz they have more important stuff to do. i swear the only ppl who will see this are my irl friends on scratch XDDDD. but like i really want to find my THING on scratch. animation would be cool but it's hard and takes a lot of time (jeez i'm so lazy >o<), drawing is fun but i have a computer and it's rlly hard just to make semi-good stuff without it taking forever, i suck at coding so i can't do games... yea idk man. it sorta makes me sad? cuz like i wanna be better but i dont even know where to start. ig i'm doing other cool stuff that im proud of tho like getting good at guitar (i just got an electric guitar too!) and i started an ebay business. also being a goalie in soccer and working on that too. so yea ik that i shouldnt feel pressured to focus on scratch but...if i want to get better not uploading stuff isnt going to get me anywhere. i think i'm going to take a break tho (not like i haven't been off for like 2 months already lol) and work on paper drawings, not digital art because i'm better at irl drawing and that could take me further than doing digital art bc i already have a solid place to go from. if i like smth that i do i might share it, i might not. but drawing is a hobby i want to continue, just not digitally ig. so yay i just had a good venting session :D
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