The title says "Lucy realizes she had a life before she was born" because it's long She realizes the conflicts she had before she was born a second time, she thought she was the first one.. Everyone cares more about the fox who existed before SHE died, until their rival thought they brought her back. Lucy is just a reminder that she used to be well known and loved, but now... She regrets doing everything she did before her passing, but it's all in the past, a better past then the present..