“My body is a cage” Hi!!!! I am @1wings_of_fire_fan Call me Felicity and I use She/They pronouns. A little bit about me, I am a performer both as an actress/VA and with music. I am in my school district production of Les MIs. I play both flute and violin and will be picking up more instruments this coming school year, I have two puppies (no cats cause I’m allergic irl) I love to read and dance. I have had 4 gens cats before, my first was Flareheart about two years ago, then about a year or so ago I had Emberwoods (both of them lived unremarkable lives) then my next one was Heartstar, she was the UC leader before Azureastar. And then very breifly I had Iris a GOR loner, she died at just 1 moon old in the GOR starvation. ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽”But my mind holds the key”☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ I am applying for Spiderkit ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽”But they’ll clap anyway☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Simple☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Brilliantly Intelligent (+) Motivated (+) Loyal (+) Driven (+) Resilient (+) Independent (=) Brutally Honest (=) Morley grey/gray (=) Sarcastic (=) Anti Social (=) Cynical (-) Rebellious (-) Narcissistic (-) (not a narcissist just somewhat narcissistic) Irritable (-) Manipulative (-) ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Detailed☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Spider is a quite confusing character. He is extremely intelligent in deducing illnesses and injuries and fixing them, but struggles to understand others and there emotions trying to approach them with the same way he does with medicen. (I hope to get him as a medic). Treating everything as a puzzle. He is very cynical, having felt overburdened and smothered in his early life his trauma manifests its self as a “everybody lies and hates me” mindset. Thou he quite dislikes other cats he helps them more than he thinks. He suffers from Chronic Pain disorder, stemming from a traumatic childhood injury. This condition is a constant reminder of his trauma. To him ethics are more of a suggestion. He is willing to break rules and “ethical” boundaries to get the results he wants. Completely believes in the idiom “the ends justify the means” He is manipulative to get people to do what he wants for the results he wants. His every move is calculated and strategic. Under all of this once some at has proven themselves he has a deep loyalty to those he cares about. Showing his love by pushing them to be there best. Does not like to be touched at all, and will flinch away from touch that he does not initiate. He covered his pain and trauma throu not well placed comedy and sarcasm. Very rarely he will drop the sarcasm and show his truth. He is well aware of how broken he is and dosent pretend that he isn’t. He isn’t a great communicator, having his mind racing solving puzzles. He pushes other away being stubborn. He sabotages relationships and takes riskey moves with other. Often he does this to test weather or not they will stay and love him. Spider dosent believe in white sugar coated lies just to save somebodies feelings. ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽”I’m living in an age”☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Spiderkit will be a trans male. He/Him pronouns ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽That calls darkness light☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Spiderkit will be gay. He will slowly relize this throu out his apprentace hood. Probibly dating a few she-cats before figuring out that he is gay. ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Set my spirit free☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ In N&C ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Set my body free☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Love Language: Words of Affirmation Alignment: Chaotic Good Greatest Fear: Being betrayed Moral code in one sentence: The ends justify the means Spiritual beliefs: Has his doubts and laughs at those who do belive in Starclan How clan mates would describe him: “wierd but pretty good at his job” Secret softness: Really cares for others especially kits Likes: Solving puzzles, laying in the sun, herbs, being asked questions, some kits Dislikes: other cats, being touched, pain, being lied to, PDA, gossip (unless about him) Fav smell: Lavender Least Fav small: death Nicknames: Di, Spi, (hates them) Fav plant: Teal moss Least fav plant: Catmint ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Random things he does☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Never attends clan meeting or ceremonies. Actively hates prophesys Hates gatherings with every fiber of his being Has a stick that he pokes other cats with talking to them Outwardly hates completes and refuses them, but inside it’s what he loves. Occasionally creates fake prophecies just to freak others out Biggest pet peeve is being interrupted Tells other clan cats that because of his different colored eyes, one sees truth/health the other sees lies/illness Lies throu his teeth sometimes just to get other cats to go away
*continued* ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Quotes☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ “I don’t need your opinion I already have the correct one” “Tradition is just peer pressure from dead cats” “Every scar is a memory who refuses to fade” “I break stupid rules I don’t break promises” “I mock what I fear, and I fear what I lose” “If Starclan gives you a sign, check the expiration date” “Don’t expect softness, expect accuracy” ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽Research☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Chronic Pain Disorder Chronic Pain is long standing pain, that lasts beyond the expectant recovery time. Chronic pain can stem from an injury, that has fully healed but for what ever reason the pain has sustained. (For spider it occurred during his birth, for what ever reason it was extremely fanatic leading to him having a minor injury (broken bones) as a new born kit ever sence he has had the pain) sometimes the pain can get so bad that you are unable to continue with daily life, How it will effect Spiderkit: Spider will first of all ironically have trouble sleeping due to the pain. His pain is mainly centralized in his back legs lower back and pelvis. Occasionally it will spread down into his tail and up his back. He also suffers from headaches quite often, ok bad days he will refuse to get out of his nest except to eat and sometimes not even then. On less bad days he can be found living a pretty normal life. Thou he has a persistent limp. In the summer he will lay out on hot rocks to try to get the pain to ease. He will also stretch every morning and throu out the day to try to ease the pain. His leg often appears swollen and the joint stiff. He also suffers from occasional muscle spasms and tremors. Disguises his limp by calling it his Swagger. Johns Hopkins Medicin. Mayo Clinic Song lyrics: My Body is a Cage by Peter Gabriel
