Soooo ik the title seems suuuuuper enthusiastic… *cough* the story isn’t as happy. Long story short… I fell for her. God, I was out of my mind for her. And… I still am. She came into my life and I was like. “She’s the one.” The very first time I looked into her eyes I just…knew. She was my l0ve in paradise. The only thing different is that unlike calypso and all the heroes on her island, I got her to fall for me back. It all started in the closet. We’d both been secretly crushing for a while, since we’d met a couple weeks before, and she took the first step. We’d been in the dark closet to “listen to music” when my brother pushed our heads together and neither of us tried to stop it. When he left she and I confessed. So our best friend also knew, and she’d been trying to get me to say it forever. So when all three of us were having a sleepover, she looked at me, it was like three am (ON WALKER SCOBELLS BDAY…. HES AN ICON BRO I LOVE HIM), and I stuttered like “I- uh- would you-“ then our best friend blurts “she wants to know if you wanna be her gf.” And I swear she acted like those sappy couples do when they just purpose. She was in full shock. We went from giggly to “omg did she just ask that?” Her eyes were wide and one hand covered her mouth. And so I like melted off my bed and into the floor. Until she said “I wanna say yes.” And I immediately shot up like “WHAT” and I said “is that a yes?” And SHE SAID YES! OH MAH GOH I FELT LIKE THROWING UP AND CRYING FROM HAPPINESS At this point Yall be like “THIS IS NOT SAD” JUST YOU WAIT! IT TURNS! Then on April 11th 2025 she texted me that she fell out of l0ve with me and just wasn’t ready for a relationship, then immediately went to sm1 else, breaking her heart too. god. I define the word “heartbroken poet” now. “I’m stuck in the moments I swore that we had”
Sorry for the vent </3 Disclaimer: I still talk to her
