ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴍʏ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ — ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇᴡ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅs, ɴᴏᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟᴇᴛ sʟɪᴘ ᴀʀᴇɴ’ᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ’ᴍ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ — M A Y B E — (ʏᴇᴀʜ ɪ ᴡɪsʜ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡɪsʜ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇᴛ) ᴀɴᴅ ɪ, ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇ, ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ʏᴇᴀʜ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴋɪᴅs ʙᴜᴛ (ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅ) — sᴏ ɪ’ʟʟ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴏɴ, ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴘᴀsᴛ ᴍᴇ (ᴏʀ ɪ’ʟʟ ᴛʀʏ ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇsᴇɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ) — if I did something I’m sorry I think I might have but I can let you go if that’s what you need okay? I love you still and I’ll be waiting if you ever want to say hi I don’t like the dark feels cold and lonely but I don’t know if the dark is lonely or I am or both i think this song reminded me of you
don’t know what to say. not doing great right now. update in the comments, more like a rant. lyrics from “Chapstick Addiction” by LJ Mercer
