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so uhm like four days ago i got choked by a guy that i know and he did it again today and ngl i was scared. its really freaking scary. choking yourself and getting choked by someone else is totally different because you know when enough is enough and you can stop whenever you want to if your choking yourself but if it's someone else you have no power over it whatsoever, its terrifying. welp enough of that. now ill tell you why he choked me the first and second time, so the first time, he threw his bracelet at me and i wanted to play a little prank so i picked it up and walked off with it, i had no intention on stealing it btw, so after a few steps he caught up and he didnt even ask for it back, he just grabbed my throat. i ended up giving it back pretty quickly cause y'know, getting choked is NOT fun. then the second time all i freaking said was that nobody plays on the hollyberry server in crk, which was OBVIOUSLY an exaggeration because i know that people play on it its just not the most used server, and so the next thing i know, my head hits the wall slightly and hes choking me. yet again. and so as hes choking me he asks, "what did you say? huh? what did you say?" and i couldnt exactly answer because he was CHOKING ME. then he let me go and at that point i was almost crying for OBVIOUS reasons. and someone who had watched the whole thing was like, "oh shes crying" and then he looks over and sees that so he says, "why are you crying?" and so i told him that it was because it hurt and y'know what he says? you'd think he'd apologize right? wrong. so, so wrong. he said, "no one i know cries because something hurts." honestly, what the HELL possessed him to say that. like yeah i know im a wuss and a coward who cant handle pain but you dont need to rub it in my face. then the person who saw the whole thing asked how many times he had choked me. and he answered one. one time. like he didnt choke me a few days before. so when i corrected him he said that it WASNT REALLY CHOKING ME. like what the FREAK. and he only said sorry after the witness told him that it wasnt right to choke people. and it was over TEXT. just one "sorry". not even an "im sorry that i choked you. i shouldnt have done that, i was wrong." he said "sorry" only "sorry". tbh, i was lowkey pissed, my neck was red, and i was almost crying because who freaking does that? especially because a day before the first time he did it he told me that i was his emotional support. his EMOTIONAL SUPPORT. you dont treat someone whos there to help you feel better when youre sad like that. its just not right. and even before that he treated me like crap. he would punch me and hit me and overall treat me like a human punching bag. like why cant he just treat me like im a human being just like him? its not that hard. so uhhhh.....yeah!! those are my stories of being choked over a freaking bracelet and a crk server a week after my birthday