does what i say help them? will they survive? will they be okay? am i helping at all? do i need to do better? do i need to be better? do i need to do better? do i need to do better? do i need to do better? do i need to check in more? they're so dear to me. i don't want to lose them. i can't do anything. i need to help them i can't do anything. i need to help them i can't do anything. i need to help them i can't do anything. i need to help them i need to help them i need to help all of them i need to help all of them i need to do it i need to do it i need to do it they all need help they all need support what do i do what do i do? am i helping too many people? do i need a break? no please survive please survive i hope they survive i want them to survive i want them all to survive