(Ok zo I’m still burnt out but I think ik whatz happening zo I think I’ve been a mix of trying to act perfectly fine n stuff and dissasociating zo I’m going to try to find a way to help with the disassociating then I’ll come back!! I hope y’all understand ^_^ alzo I don’t bring this up a lot bc 1 itz rlly personal and 2 bc I don’t need y’all worrying zo uh…ye >~<)