posting this for me since nobody usually cares
why is it whenever i open my mouth either everybody tells me to shut up or they ignore me like they always tell me "wow ur so shy youre always quiet" but the moment i say something they start tellin me to be quiet and act like im worth two dollars i try talking to my parents about this and i know they care about me but it doesnt help and ive been to therapy and that also didnt help me at all also why is everything always inconvenient for me?? like i wanna hang out with my friends for the summer and ALL OF THEM ARE IN SUMMER SCHOOL. if i wannna hang out with my cousins NAH THEY ALL MOVED TO VEGAS. if i wanna hang out with my pet rabbits NAH MY FRIENDS DOG KILLED THEM. if i wanna play some roblox NAH EVERYBODY IS CALLING ME A CORNBALL AND TELLS ME TO SHUT UP. like why am i like this??