press stage/space bar this project is mostly just me figuring out my gender that's its sole purpose don't mind me :D Im 99% sure that im a demiboy but I don't know what to do with this information because I can't transition and I don't want to tell anyone because im terrified so I have to sit in my dysphoria and cry this is so not fair also this is absolutely hilarious because over the past three (ish) years I've had this awesome pipeline I went from: Demigirl --> trans ftm --> non binary --> NB gender fluid --> non binary??? panic??? --> trans ftm (no.... not quite...) --> demiboy so I have literally gone from a demigirl to a demiboy over the course of like three years im gonna laugh (or cry, maybe). also demiboy keeps getting autocorrected to demigod. I guess we know why the flag has blue then ;) /ref sooo I was mostly right. I am non binary. I am trans. but my connection to masculinity sometimes feels distant from me, and I feel kind of disconnected with a lot masculine terms. but I still feel masc. and I am still a guy. just... a little to the left lmao. I would really like to be called "he". but I also still really like "they". and yk I still also like "ze/zir" but I think that's more of a wishful thinking kind of thing :') so it'll be he/they for me, please. thank you scratch for giving me community, which eventually gave me the courage I needed to make my own. - Blue/Ziggy, he/they
