. MISANTHROPY .

Instructions

- forfun idk?? - believes suffering makes her the chosen one - she sees affection as manipulation, softness as weakness. everyone around her is the enemy. - believes she is divine punishment, not because anyone said so, but because it’s the only way her pain could ever make sense - her name is a prophecy in itself- ruination, damnation, perdition, like she was named by fire and expected to burn - holds herself to impossible standards because love was always conditional. - never. ever. falter. - scoffs instead of cries but oh does she want to cry - feels holy when she’s feared, but secretly longs to be adored - fears being irrelevant / unchosen - that her suffering meant nothing, that her rage serves no divine purpose - thinks she’s righteous, but refuses to examine her own cruelty - fears intimacy. love means being seen, and she’s spent her whole life wearing fury like a mask - obsession with control. she is seen how she wants to be seen what if she isn’t divine? what if she’s just broken? “if i am a monster, then why does the world look like me?” character inspo: - black pearl cookie (crk) - yako (tbhk) - riyo (gachiakuta) - lae'zel (bg3) song inspo: - prom queen - molly kate kestner - glhf <3 - mico - cheerleader - ashnikko - northern attitude - noah kahan, hozier - take me back to eden - sleep token - labour - paris paloma - everybody supports women - sofia isella - people i dont like - upsahl - king - florence + the machine - you problem - emlyn - brutal - olivia rodrigo - lovefool - the cardigans - gladiatior - jann - i wanna be your slave - maneskin - i say forfun but her pinteres board has almost 100 pins... - manifestation of vengeance (or so she believes) - three furies (tisiphone (vengeful destruction), megaera (jealous rage), alecto (endless anger)) - three "personas" representing the furies - not different personalities or people, but rather three different parts of her, representing envy of the rich, unyielding anger, and righteous vengeance - she's convinced she’s the divine punishment of a god she no longer believes in. no one raised her to be a weapon, no. she chose it. she looked in the mirror and saw softness and she saw weakness and crushed it between her claws and built something divine and furious and angry and angry in its place. she thinks pain is proof she’s still holy. she thinks rage is sacred. she. is sacred. - she believes in fairness like it's a holy scripture, except her idea of fairness is blood for blood, sin for sin, and she never forgets. grudges are laid down for life and every eye taken from her is an eye she will never forget to take back. never anger karma - she wants to be loved. she wants tobe feared. she wants to be god. she wants to be girl. - MEGAERA - ENVY OF THE RICH - the bitter snarl under her breath, the part of her that always feels lesser-than. megaera is the cracked mirror. jealous of softness, of love she doesn’t think she deserves, of people who aren’t haunted. of everyone other than her. she mimics other's everything she wants to be admired so badly she forgets that she thrives on love. she hates anyone who looks at her wrong or has what she doesn't have- softness, gentleness, strength or speed or charisma. wants to want and when she wants, to have. but no one ever does, do they? so she hates them for it. for having what she doesn't. megaera is the root of her hatred. - ALECTO - UNYIELDING ANGER - this is the part of her that burns- the wildfire that razes all. alecto is the part that lashes out when someone gets too close, the one that tears down towers because if she’s going to fall, she’s taking everyone with her. she doesn’t believe in forgiveness. only retribution. only matching the pain she’s been given. she's the one who yells, who calls it justice, who sets the world on fire to watch it scream. she thinks fury is the only proof she’s alive. if love doesn't hurt, she doesn’t trust it. - TISIPHONE - RIGHTEOUS VENGEANCE - she is not wrathful. she is not fury. she's merely a sword. the guilt- not the loud kind, the deep kind. the one that creeps in when she’s alone. she’s the damnation for the flawed. that her pain is a penance, that her rage must mean something. she’s quiet, calculating, punishing. she believes her suffering gives her moral high ground. - she's guilty of being so untrusting- inside of her is two wolves, one who bites the hand who feeds and one who wants the food but doesn't trust the hand. she wants the food, but is too scared, and believes she's incapable of changing from who she is. - terrified of being unfixable, terrified of being fixed - guilt is a virtue - she's trying to become something almost mythic. being just her feels wrong- she wants to be the phoenix that bursts from the ashes, the dragon that burns down villages. she will never settle for less. -