☆ ○○○○○ 《 Table of Contents 》 ○○○○○ ☆ 《 1 》☆ Backstory (what happened) 《 2 》☆ More + vent warning 《 3 》☆ What'll happen now 《 4 》☆ What'll happen in the future 《 5 》☆ What to expect + more info ☆ ○○○○○ 《 1 》 ○○○○○ ☆ As many of y'all know, I have taken a 3 week hiatus very recently. At first, it was because I simply had gone on vacation. And then I just lost motivation to do anything within those 3 weeks. Due to going out nearly every day, my social battery was constantly at 0% and sometimes even in the negatives, and of course, I had to take multiple breaks. I eventually forgot about Scratch due to being quite busy with family and such. That's basically the main reason, but there are details that are perhaps more important than this that are explained below. ☆ ○○○○○ 《 2 ~ VENT WARNING. 》 ○○○○○ ☆ I don't know where to start, so might as well kick it off with this sentence: my mental state has gone way downhill these past weeks. Even before I went on hiatus, it was pretty terrible to begin with. Even with people, constant feelings of loneliness occurred frequently. Days where I was completely fine would turn into days where I'd get hit by such an overwhelming surge of a certain unexplainable sadness and a strange, heavy feeling of dread. It got to the point where I was genuinely so demotivated, with a constant thought running through my head that wondered if doing anything in life was worth it anymore. Aaaand of course, I'm not even gonna lie, it's gotten worse. I've resorted to not so decent actions due to it, to find some way to handle my feelings (iykyk, and I'm sorry if you do know.) and the thing is that this all came without any particular reason, which makes me twice as guilty as I feel right now. I have family, friends, people who care for me, but I still feel like this. Like there's somethin wrong with me. I dunno. Nothing ever feels right nowadays but yeah. Things are rough, but I've been spending a lot of my time with a bestie lately and he's kinda sorta making things feel better, but at the same time things are getting worse and I haven't confided in anyone, even my bsf, so yeah. That's all lmao. ☆ ○○○○○ 《 3 》 ○○○○○ ☆ Posts will be twice as slow, and there will probably be more art than adopts nowadays. Any previous events I've hosted will either be discontinued or (put bluntly) procrastinated on for the next few months. I'm not quitting. Just... I guess going idle in a way. I'll start chatting with y'all again again and just taking it slow. ☆ ○○○○○ 《 4 》 ○○○○○ ☆ Assuming I get through this, adopts and art will be flowing as normal again. If I don't? Well, I'll still technically be alive, so give it more time idk. ☆ ○○○○○ 《 5 》 ○○○○○ ☆ • Probably a decrease in hyper from time to time depending on my mood ig? I'll still be semi hyper tho? • I'll drop a lot of things I'm participating in, as you've seen in the earlier post • A lot of art will probably be vent art • I'll prolly be like a tiny bit more antisocial but whatev • Mmm stuff. • If you say how are you, and I say fine, please don't press. • If we are having a conversation and I randomly disappear, I'll reply a in few hours to a day... hopefully lol
☆ ○○○○○ 《 Conclusion 》 ○○○○○ ☆ Again, I'm not quitting, just... goin thru some stuff. Hope this cleared up everything !! On a lighter note... Guys Jinu isn't even a hear me out at this point he's a hold me back especially in his demon form like oh my god marry me now please i will get on my hands and knees for this man Also bobby is so :3 You can't tell me otherwise. "teddy bears and choo choo trains? really?" "...choo chooo~"
