this is the same as what was in the studio. i just feel like a project is better. ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ comment here if you need to leave message no ‘tysm for following ____ but they’ve moved’ messages allowed ty ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ hi so umm yes i did leave but then i felt bad for not properly explaining or saying anything esp since ygs here literally are so sweet and supportive (mostly) so i’ve come back to do a few last things - say goodbye properly (this stud) - revamp my disgusting prf - possibly (?? very big maybe) post one last prj ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ so yh here we are. honestly this leaving doesn’t surprise me and anyone who was close to me will know why. i’ve left and come back a bunch of times but srsly i have a feeling i’m not coming back after this. the main reason i was coming back was for friends but now most of my friends have other socials i can contact them on and at least half of them either left or are just really ia. i used to be interested in making projects and banners and edits and b.w and stuff but all of thats gone. now i just make stuff because i feel like i have to and i have 0 actual motivation. tbh i gave up on getting followers a long long time ago .like 5 or 6 accs ago.. there was never any point to it and it gave me so little satisfaction when i did get followers. when i joined scr i used to originally code but that just bores me now and yh so basically i have absolutely no reason to still be on this site. i’m in yr 10 now . next year will be my first proper year of vce and i cannot be living on a kids coding website forever. i never planned on staying on scr after skl anyways but now even saying i’m gonna be 16 at the end of the year makes me feel a little old to be here. most ppl in the aes comm are 2011-13 kids and at 2009 i was already stretching it a bit. ik ik there are a fair few ppl who are also 2009 but yh idk it just doesn’t feel right. also the aes comm is just not what it used to be . it’s barely active like you used to have to refresh the page every five seconds because ppl were constantly commenting and there were ppl who i actually knew on there . these days people comment a lot less and i barely know anyone there and i’m not trying to start a talk about the aes comm but i miss how the comm was back when it was actually called the aes comm.i kinda do have some mental health stuff going on but pls don’t comment on it.i really don’t want to talk about it. ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ anyways now that ygs know why i’m leaving . i’m just gonna out my scratch journey cs um i can - joined on 11.02.2024 - not giving user cs i never speak of that cringey acc (zella i beg pls don’t expose me) - moved to on 06.05 - got the most followers on that acc - moved to on 24.08 - moved to on 22.10 - made the most friends on that - my peak honestly - got banned FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON ~ still have not found out why - moved to on 21.12 - was a temp acc - moved to on 23.01.2025 - made some of my fav projects and yh thats pretty much it um yh idk i moved around a lot .
i’m not including friends who left or are ia on scr cs ik they won’t see this and there’s a restriction on how much you can put in a desc… ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ( zellybeans ) of course i have to start with zella my first friend here and the most supportive and amazing person i have ever met. i’ve said it before and ill say it again. you used to be one of my only reasons for getting up in the morning. i loved making up nicknames for you to try and just talking to you in general. you always managed to make me smile and i have 0 bad memories of anything related to our friendship. i still feel bad for selling short on my side of this friendship tbh, you were always a sweet and forgiving angel whenever i got busy and i struggled to be there. i want to apologise for always being the person who gave you less than you deserved. our heart spamming battles and the enhypen booth and every single one of our memories are my favourite memories and i love you so flipping much i’m gonna explode. pls always remember me. ik i’ll always remember you ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ ( sunoo’s wifey ) hey hani . i really don’t know where to start. your sweet and kind and amazing and the kind of person who just you can’t explain. your the kind of person who’s personality transcends this dimensions concepts of spectacular beauty. and omg you don’t understand how i’m gonna miss you in a way that language can’t express. ily so so much it’s ridiculous. if we don’t talk much after this, just remember that, ok? forever rooting for you from whatever parallel dimension i end up in. and pls i’m begging you rn . don’t EVER doubt that your beautiful and amazing because it genuinely hurts me to see you think of yourself that way when ik the real you. and that’s all i want you to do. hani as a last favour to me i want you to promise that you will always try to remember the you i saw whenever you feel down because that is actually you. ♥️ i just hope you know that everything i said here was genuine and i genuinely love you to bits. ( bratty platypus ) so. noami ik we joke a lot and i uh be mean to you a lot but genuinely your one of my fav friends. your really fun to talk to like i swear i’ve never had a single boring convo with you and your personality is so idk how to explain but it’s such a vibe. i’m so glad that before i left you managed to have a clear pfp at least once TT. i’m gonna miss talking to you a lot. i think i treat you like my little sister in a way and that honestly shows a lot because i barely get that close with my friends in that way . i’ll add you on pin and try my best to be active but uh no promises. ik i don’t mention it a lot but i do love you /p and uh yh .we met thru chloe and zahra and i think it was their divorce and omg so much has happened since then. your one of the friends i talk to the most on here and you are really special to me and i feel like i’m not really expressing myself very well but i hope you get the message ♥️♥️♥️ ( sriracha ) saisa my twin . idr exactly remember how we met but i think it had something to do with me commenting on yr prf but it was honestly just meant. your literally the only friend i have ever had who also likes F1 . both online and irl. and even tho we didn’t get to talk as much as i would’ve like i loved every time we did. i think my fav memory of us was spamming that one race in the aes comm. ik that seems like just a memory but it actually meant so much to me cause ( country eating table ) tejaaaaa. I MISS YOU SO BAD OMG PLS COME BACK. i miss spamming you and yapping to you whenever my insomnia got bad. i miss your amazing funny sweet loyal personality . i’ve known you since like @c-chaewon and @lovely_wonyoung22 (omg that was more than a year ago) and i had a friend crush on you for so flipping long before we became friends oml. genuinely l think your closer to me than my sisters. i still haven’t gotten over the fact that when i went to malaysia i was like as close as 10 minutes away from you. it just seems kinda crazy. you’ve moved to india by now, hope everything over there is ok. idk much about india only that they have like 1.4 billion people and insanely good food. but i hope your new classmates are nice. if they aren’t i’m gonna hide in there closet at 4:53am…anyways ever since you left scratch has not been the same. i never realised it before but tbh one of my main reasons for coming on scr was to talk to you. your not on pin anymore either so i don’t really have a way to contact you :( imysfm every time i eat spinach or see the australia flag or i can’t sleep at night (which is basically every night) i think of you. i love you so fricking much you will never be able to understand. if we tried to physically measure my love for you the earth would explode…. ♥️ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ ︶︶︶ if yr a friend you can add me on pin ( @seimiso ) but i’m so ia on there sry. pls don’t add me if were strangers or we’ve only talked like twice or something..
