;( My heart is aching just talking about it…. It feels like there’s a lump in my throat that’s trying to stop me from thinking the worst… but I can’t stop. It’s all my fault. If he didn’t work late again none of this would have happened. I can’t let him go. Not yet…
I always have to cover up my feelings in front of others. Only the ones I care about the most know my feelings. But I can’t even express my feelings about my father cause.. It hurts to see him like that. He’s a good man. He doesn’t deserve this. And he always works hard to keep the food on the table… and also take us out places to have fun. I just cant think about living without him…
