hi uh this is just me ranting about a few things in my life and about it so yeah. And it’ll be like me talking to a wall I guess because I do that but I also want to write it down so here I am writing it down on here I guess. I can barely remember any of my memories now. For example, I can barely remember how I met my friends both scratch and real life. I can’t remember what day it is anymore I forgot my age and my frigin birthday and I even once forgot what my name was. It seems like I’ve forgotten basically everything about me, my identity. And I don’t know if I’m going crazy but every now and then I see things that aren’t really there. I can’t tell if I haven’t been getting enough sleep but I know I haven’t been getting enough to eat. I can’t pour all of my problems onto someone because I’m scared my friends will judge me and they always spill or vent to me and I’m completely ok with it. I can’t tell if I need a break or I need to keep going in life in general and now I’ve forgotten what else I want to write. Great.