i've been 7 months on scratch, and i honestly already noticed an awesome group/community of awesome/wholesome people, and for me, how i'm feeling, was just an intense wave of jealousy, i was screaming out loud of how could i act like this, and whenever i see begging people, yes, i mean people that ask something and doesn't even wait for atleast 2 days, and ask the same thing like 3 hours later, then 2 hours later the same thing, 1 week later, they ask it again like GIVE THE WHOEVER PERSON A BREAK! and then what triggers me a lot is just people accepting those ''begging'' people, like, if i was one of them, if i literally beg someone to draw something a millions of times for example, the people STILL accepts it, and everything, why is this happening? it just triggers me a lot