I have the music on pick random so it might repeat Read all the way down for my activity - 1. Lime Cookie! I think Its pretty good but also a little... weird 2. White lily cookie!!!!!! This one is probably my favorite of the dump I love this one so much (smh its only the second one and we past my favorite...) 3. Dark cacao this one's alright. The head is really weird tho. And the hair im not great at hair like that 4. Random gijinka 5. Ugly background 6. Banana cookie from crob redesign. I got rid of the bird mouth how sad 7. This one's cool 8. Fun fact! I never doodle eyes. This is like I'm first time drawing an eye like this. It's pretty cook 9. I forgot I have zero clue how to render petals so I gave up 10. Sugars wife. 11. Hero tagged Kel... oh boy, this picture has a history with me. When I drew it i really hated how the face looked and how hero looked so out of character..... so I did an art study of faces. 12. Eyes. I have the faces art study in that notebook too but I don't wanna take a picture (also, now I do doodle eyes look at me!) 13. Sugar. This one's cool 14. This looks so weird I bet I could redraw this. The rendering on the skin os pretty cool tho 15. More face things. The rendering is so horrible but I forced myself to stop because I was doing faces and not rendering 16. Art study of bluebiscuits featuring my baby clotted cream. I liek tis 17. Sweetheart!!!!!! 18. The redraw.... ohhhh man. This sparked a HUGE i hate my art phase. Sigghhhhhhh. there's nothing really wrong with how it looks to me, like I don't dislike it... but i just... kinda broke? After this I really just...don't like my art :/ 19. Comparison. There's definetly like, less emotion in the new one, but hero looked like a crazy maniac in the first one, and that's not hero. I think the new one represents this scene a Lil better 20. The more I look at this the more I hate it 21. I HATE THIS ONE ITS TERRIBLE AND UGLY I HATE IT I HATE IT IHATEEERRR 22. This one's cute he looks like a cat 23. Eh.. 24. Experimenting with an artsyle I really don't like this also this OC was scrapped hahahaha you didn't make it into my riverside story hahahahahaahqhq 25. Figured out how one and two point perspective worked without a tutorial take that! 26. Composition practice. The anatomy is so weird 27. The gang ig. Honestly only raven and west are developed at all. West is the only boy in this group hahah. I don't want to explain this picture but there's an entire story I made that you guys will probably never see. Ick I dont like this one and it took like 4 hours urgh 28. I actually like this one. Raven sitting on a wall wich isn't allowed!!! (I hattttee it when teachers yell at u for being in a sliggghtly dangerous position oml) also Raven how could you?? Stop violating the dress code!!!! Ahhh Well that's it. It's kinda been a rough time with my art. Like, I used to draw something and go "hahahaha I drew that i'm so cool!!!" But now, I just don't have that satisfaction anymore. It's not that I think the quality of my art has deteriorated... it's just that my brain can now see everything that I don't like about my drawings a lot better. You can really see how much my artsyle was jumping around all over the place trying to find something... and yeah. I didn't. Bleh. When I get out of this phase I'll probably have rapidly improved a lot but now it just really stinks not liking my art. (And no, I'm not going to stop or slow down drawing im just complaining rn) So about my activity, I simply,,, do not care about scratch anymore. I'm not burnt out or anything (yeah yeah despite my yapfest above im not burnt out im not gaslighting you ok) obvi I care enough to post this and yap but yknow. I'm not leaaaaaving.... im just. Probably not going to post or anything. I'll be honest. I hAte animating. Its not my thing, never has, and animating on SCRATCH is soo tiring. I just realized I have free will and I don't need to animate even though I really love how animations look. Maybe someday I'll come back to animation when I have proper websites that won't make me crash out. Heck, I might make low stakes animations because animation is reallly cool and satisfying when you get a nice movement that I won't share to anyone in the not far future But for now I just dont wanna. Animating is kinda.... more than half my account so there's really not much for me to do here. And schools started again. Which means way less time. The last two years I've been on scratch I did feel like I was falling off in school (having two Bs is NOT falling off but to me thats lowkey really... ouch) so, this sudden disintrest in scratch is great for me. Also, I'm a big kid now!!!! In highschool. Which means... more work. Although its only been a week, I really think I'll like not most, but ALL of my classes! What's really cool is that I got to choose my classes (besides the required ones) I have to continue this in notes and credits...
Continued yapfest- So, of course, because its school, and school has terrible management, the completely ignored my schedule request I sent in October 2024! And they HAD IT IN THEIR POSESSION OH MY GAAAHH. Luckily, it was resolved after tears, crashouts, several course change request forms and finally a visit to the consluars office. Unfortunately I didn't get the class I desperately wanted(take a guess at what that is) but I guess I got a pretty similar alternative. I'll take it ig Despite allat, Im happy with my classes Scary scary but half of my classes are, um. Full of not freshman too.. yeek. When I say not freshmen I dont just meen sophmores, I mean juniors and seniors....Also yes. There are "kids" that have full on beards. So yeah! That's how ive been. :3 Music- goofy amalgamation of songs I like Radiant Revival Retry now Just like heaven Fireflies Just like heaven Sunday bloody sunday Love fool An archaic resonance Linger Porque te vas (russian)