hi guys so ill be yapping because i can't stand people thinking things that aren't true and i just need this to be like. known so historians don't say yisa was so happy all the time!! And so yeah duh this is a vent rant type thing so if u dont wanna see this type of stuff CLICK OFF and don't sue me cause i warned you meow kk so yeah. i'm talented right? I know i'm talented but am i really?? i don't want to sound ungrateful but i see people who i do'nt think are that good be successful and like i don't know why don't i get that too? I'm better and i put just as much effort but oh no life is unfair~ yes i'm jealous DUH tis is litearally like i worked so hard to get to where i am and they definitely worked hard too i know that but htey did it so quickcly what am i doing WRONG?? Am i not good enough or sum? i'm just its just why is social media like this i hate this i want to share my art but and i know people like it they tell me all the time but somehow i still don't feel like it's really being seen i don't know why i'm so picky because i do like it when people tell me they like my art but it has to be specific people i just really crave validation from artists i look up too and they don't really notice me but that's okay cause they're all famous anyways i don't expect them too but then i see other people being noticed by them and i suppose i'm already lucky because i've kind of been noticed but nothing really feels sincere i don't know how to explain and it's not special and they exclude me anyways ~ i'm not forcing you to follow me or say my art is good okay i wouldn't want that anyways cause it would be fake i just need to say this yeah so yeah wow theo this was a terrible idea i'm never letting you out again shush anyways um so yeah there you have it yisa is actually super ungrateful reveal its just not fair and don't even tell me to get over it or anything you don't know my lore girl this doesn't just happen with art i see this too often i do'nt nkow theres so much more i want to say but i'm too scared to say it heh NOO THIS IS SO STUPID but like yk,,,, in case some1 relates or something,, idk man i don't want to open up but i don't want people to not know anyways comment if you want i'll prob ghost you cause how the helly do you respond to stuff like this i don't know what would be sadder if this project does well or if it doesn't theo. we are not doing this again im gournd you
