I really struggle with loneliness, and I always feel like my friends don’t even like me compared to other people. I literally made my first best friend this year, but also lost so many the last two. This is why I feel like when people don’t like my art, I feel like I’m not gonna find a place in this world. Art is something really important to me, and if I can’t even get noticed for something I like, what am I? I have around 40 followers which is fairly high in my eyes, but when I see how many views I’m getting, I feel like im unwanted and useless. I’m not even saying this as a guilt trip or to get people to follow me, but i also feel like people who aren’t as skilled as me yet still get more views, and it makes me really confused. I’m just genuinely sad and telling people really makes me feel better. I doubt this will even get recognition and be another post with <10 views, but if this reaches out to you, what do you think? Am I really that bad of an artist? Or bad of a person? And before you ask, I’m not depressed just really lonely.
