im retiring this account. the truth is im marc92020. (WARNING: HUMONGOUS YAPFEST AHEAD, SKIP TO PARAGRAPH 7 IF YOU WANT TO JUST SKIP TO THE REASONING) this account is probably my longest lasting alternate identity (i've had many for many things, but none of them have lasted as long as this) and its certainly the most successful one. this account is not my first time constantly commenting on griffpatch's profile. i've done it multiple times before, but those times are why this account exists. sometimes i would occasionally comment on griffpatcfh's profile on my main. i never did it for too long, only really doing it before i went to swimming lessons or something. one time i tried tho the comments were closed, and i somehow figured out that everyone was commenting on netheri's profile. at the time i had no idea who netheri was and asked why everyone was commenting on "this random guy's" account. people thought i was an idiot and told me its a well known griffpatcher and that it's not some random guy. this is what started this whole thing. then one day in november while i was off from school because i pretended to be sick, i remembered griffpatch's profile and his comment section being used by a lot of people. i think i tried griffpatching on my main that day, but then i remembered the time i asked why everyone was on netheri. so in an attempt to be able to talk often there without people knowing it was "the guy who called netheri a random", i created this account. the name came from how people were talking about ban speedrunners and some referred to them as banrunners (hence the similarity.) after that, i just talked there often. the first day of that new identity was pretty fun, and after that it just went on, me being more active there. i eventually rebraned from being pfpless to having a gumball pfp because of a certain spammer. then i took a break for a few months. then i came back, and now, here's where we are the first person to ever know this account's identity was cosmic. me and cosmic are good friends and have been talking to each other since like 2021 or something. i did a decent job at making sure i didnt act like he was one of my friends, with our first interaction (and only interaction for a while) him calling me an idiot or something. one day i decided to ask him if he could guess who i was. it took him a while and i had to give him very specific hints but he eventually figured it out. after he learnt, he tried telling people but nobody really cared so i stayed on this account. one day during a spam attack i accidentally leaked table rp on cosmic's profile during a spam raid on my main. i thought i messed up real hard and decided to make this account the biggest marc92020 hater. this part is useless and not important i just thought i'd bring it up ok now enough yap, let me actually explain why this account exists. i had gaslit myself into thinking everyone in grifftopia hated me. i thought after the netheri "incident" people thought i was stupid and didnt know people who were well known and that i was disliked by the majority of the community. this obviously isn't true, and i don't think anyone even remembers that happened, but i did, and thought everyone else did too, so i decided to not talk there anymore. cosmic had encouraged me to reveal for the longest time, and at one point i did, just for me to come back a few months later and pretend it never happened. but now, i feel like i should. i feel like this identity has gone on for too long and that it doesn't need to exist anymore. sorry for everything.