idk how to explain this feeling. i genuinely believe i’m a talented vocalist. i’m a good singer, that’s always been something about me since i was a literal kindergartener. my pitch goes off a lot, but i really believe that with coaching i could become pretty great. my rapping, while the examples i have on my prf are very very outdated, is better than a decent amount of people here. my pronunciation, no matter what language, is always at the very very best i can do. while i’m not trying to sound full of myself, im good. i’m better than some of the people here. and yet where is my appreciation? am i EVER considered a good vocalist, a good rapper, or anything unless it’s on something directly about me (like one of my covers). i consider myself to be good at singing and good (by spop standards) at rapping. that makes me an all rounder. i think. but am i EVER called that? no. ONE SINGLE person has called me an all rounder (ty lilac btw). i make my voice clear. that’s already better than some people here btw. aezrielle talks a lot about how they feel under appreciated, but a lot of people consider them a good vocalist. i’m not underrated. i have 230 followers. but where is that showing up? because it sure asl isn’t showing up in people interacting with my covers. i pour my heart and soul into every single thing i put out, every line i do, just in hope that someone will say “omg yuzu is such a good singer whattt” or mention me when someone’s looking for someone talented. if i suck please tell me. but ik i don’t. if i sucked i wouldn’t have only gotten rejected from a group 3 times (if i’m counting right). if i sucked ilume ent wouldn’t have personally asked me to be a soloist under their company, which is the most appreciation ive gotten on a cover. i’m under appreciated, can we all face it? people say cat is underrated, and we have the same average view count.. and even though cat is fundamentally better than me, i’m still a good singer, right? stop talking about these other people, talk about yuzu. because everybody knows who i am, but i bet atleast one of my friends has never even heard my voice. when i saw my midnight fiction cover on danyi’s list for the roulette thingy, i was so freaking happy that i got noticed. but not a single person had picked it. and that really sucked. please talk about me being good. i’m going crazy here. i just want to be appreciated for something other than my personality. i’m sorry i can’t do high notes ig? sorry i have a lower range? because that seems to be our only standard atp
i sound like such a brat here what ok like aez and fai said why is everyone here switching up all of a sudden
