okay. im sorry. i just cant. scratch is just.. no. its too much of a distraction, and a desire. a fake idol. i need to give this up so i can focus more on God and my christian life, and school and my family for goodness sake!! im so sorry, my friends. and i know i came and left in the same day. i love yall sm. goodbye and goodnight. "Gnight. Consider the heartbreak that waits for relief." - goodmorning and goodnight by lin manuel miranda.