glassy eyed ---> both a feeling i've been trying to put into words over the past month and a song that i'm very proud of :) all written, sung, and performed by me <33 lyrics: hold me know me hate me show me love me conditionally petals falling starting stopping forever or crawling home what was flawless turned out to be but quite the farthest though it never seemed so unharnessed to me and no promise is made to contain that the honest know they can’t erase all their fondest memories how does the devil still know how to smile and how can the matchbreaker somehow beguile how does the moon still light up the way for a while how can one little crack cause such a commotion how does one single word ruin all that’s unspoken how can just one mistake turn whats pure into now whats defiled grow up learn what warrants a clean cut but youre freely stuck cause revolvers take comfort in knowing they’ll fall first if that’s all it would take to ensure the world stands still and when martyrs choose to embark on their honors they know deep inside it’s immodest to selfishly will seemingly obvious but quietly blue cause what if this was the very best i could do so inconceivable that i should be tricked falling for something that wanted me ripped to pieces but i can’t leave yet how does the devil still know how to smile and how can the matchbreaker somehow beguile how does the moon still light up the way for a while how can one little crack cause such a commotion how does one single word ruin all that’s unspoken how can a monster leave me always glassy eyed