[[Journal entry 42000]] [[No title]] I know you will find this eventually. Pressing the button was harder than I thought it would be. I do not know why. Perhaps if there is still a small part of you left, you will find out in the debris which was myself. The only thing I can think of that could answer that is guilt. Yes. I, who attempted to erase you from your existence, feels guilty for it. And that guilt led to my demise. Allow this to serve as a valuable lesson. ... Do not hold the others accountable. Do not attack them. They are the only thing that kept me sane for so long. If needed, take over what is left of me and rebuild. It is your new body. You may use my journal entries to learn how to bioengineer if you wish, and could take my place. If there is no time for you... I said it once. I will say it again. I am sorry. Hopefully, you will wake right back up again. *Guys I typoed I meant disca*r*ding not discading*