[ alright, so everything is from his p.o.v. but his like straight up thoughts are inside--> | ` ` | other stuff is stuff he takes note of, but aren't his actual thoughts! ] Trident felt so many emotions... care for peacock. nervousness about hunting. confidence for sparring. flustered whenever he saw /her/. he never saw her this way, especially not since he was dating peacockpaw. maybe it was just a small thing... but it really felt like something budding inside him. pea would be crushed if she found out. but... what if... /she/ felt the same? sighing, he buried his face in his nest. curse this angst. he knew he shouldn't feel this way, but he did. he had caught feelings for a she-cat other than his girlfriend. and... she was peacock's sister. pushing his way out of the apprentices' den, he headed for the beach. his safe place. unconsciously avoiding the spot where he confessed to pea, he spotted a seagull in the water. bunching his muscles, he took off after it. it felt /good/ to hunt again. to push fickle thoughts from his head. focus on not eating rotten food. skidding to a stop, he gasped. there /she/ was. he couldn't talk to her. taking off in the opposite direction, he ran until his paw pads cracked. stopping, he slowly walked to the cliffs. he knew he couldn't escape the truth. he was in love. but with someone else. and her name was... | ` marlinpaw ` |
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