PLEASE DON'T REPORT!! It will be more like... my history with spop? Maybe. If you are going to hate me for this, go ahead So I joined scratch almost 3 months ago. But I have been here for almost 2 years on my different account @RozalkaSTO. But I count my spop apperance from May, so yeah. To sum up everything: 1. Spop since May 2025 2. 60 followers 3. almost 50 projects Now the more controversial part. I hate spop. Spop is **** Okay, I know it is an extreme opinion, but have a closer look. Basically, I suffer from depression, so my opinion on myself is very bad. I hate myself, I hate everything about me and everything I do. So now you know that if I say something positive about myself, it has to be really good. So if I say "wow, my cover is so good", it is good. 99% of time, I am critical of myself, even when others say that it is good. But why is spop s***? I auditioned for 50-60 groups (I am counting also survival shows and soloists). I got accepted to... 3. 1 survival show, 2 groups. You know what's funny? This survival show was cancelled and these 2 groups are inactive. Not even a single debut... Why didn't I get accepted? If you say, I'm talentless, look at this: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1207714192/ Of course, I didn't audition with this, because it is a new cover, but at least you know that I can sing like this. I even auditioned with my original songs (right now, they aren't shared). I can speak Korean... I can rap... So why am I still here with no debut in groups? Popularity. Influence. Followers. I don't have any of these. Especially, influence. Company's CEOs aren't dumb. They know that if a popular spop idol will debut, the group will be more popular. The more spop idols who are popular will debut, the more popular the group will be. I am not saying that popular spop idols aren't talented. They are. But they aren't always the best. Isn't it boring when we see the same people in the groups all the time? Instead of giving chance to others, CEOs will choose the well-known ones. IMPORTANT (Advertisement by Hwang Lia) You are curious if you will get accepted to the group? Here comes Lia! She will predict whether you will get accepted or not. She can even tell you the final line-up. Just kidding lol. But, seriously, I can predict the final line-ups. Another reason why I hate spop is that aesthetics count too much. I mean, it is important to have a good for example album cover or some nice thumbnails, but judging the book by its cover has never been a wise choice. Like, once someone told me that I am not popular cause my scratch account is not aesthetic lmao. It is... crazy. Spop focuses on music, right? So you should be popular for singing/raping skills, right? But you get popular because your thumbnail is nice and the "About Me" looks well, right? Read it 2 times. You will understand If you finished reading everything, write your favourite color in the comments below. Bye, Hwang Lia, 20th August 2025, Poland
