[2] storytime on how I ruined my life :pensive:

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all of this happened in a span of like 6 hours btw --------------------------------------------------------------------- > so I've had a HUGE crush on a guy in our school band since BEFORE THE SCHOOL YEAR ENDED LAST YEAR > this might be cringe but lets call him Mikey (yes) > Well mikey is just a regular guy bro idk what it is about him but he's a cutie patootie but HES 17. A SENIOR. > i'm a sophomore but literally all of my best friends are seniors I'm cooked > anyways I'm not so subtle when I like someone so mikey of course figures it out > his best friends, (lets call them Gerard and rivers) AS WELL AS HIS DAD apparently have been trying to convince him to get with me since band camp (late July btw) > I thought he hated me and was going to say no so I never shot my shot, I don't handle rejection well > btw I didn't know Mikey knew til YESTERDAY IN 8TH PERIOD > OF COURSE IM FREAKING OUT I CANT BE NONCHALANT ABOUT THIS > so I go home and I'm overthinking like oh my God he hates me he doesn't want anything to do with me > not true > I go to wednesday night church and uhh well I'm still freaking out but not as bad > Gerard and Rivers both go to church with me but I commonly sit with Gerard > he's texting mikey > texts this "yo wsp bbg u should ask out that super radical bass(ed) guitar player it would be pretty swag my guy" I am not joking > sends it by accident > goes to delete it, MIKEY ALREADY READ IT > OH MY GOD BFFR > I start freaking out > text Mikey to just say no and hurt my feelings > LIL BRO DOESNT RESPOND, just says I hate you to Gerard and DOESNT SAY ANYTHING ELSE > I'm still freaking out throughout the entire service > Gerard is actually kind of helping and he was like "bro Misha you cant just shut this down immediately, I think Mikey really does like you he just doesnt know how to make this work, but eith you shutting him down your hurting him" > and I was like oh ur right dawg > SO I TEXT HIM AGAIN confessing my feelings and telling him that he doesn't have to answer but please consdier how I feel > I havent slept > and so my life is ruined he hates me --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- end yap

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