well, this is it. im leaving on october 1st (so daphne can still give me her present <3) im sorry that this so abrupt but i promise i have my reasons this site has become an @ddiction for me and thats not okay. id find myself waking up and immediately logging on, not even getting dressed first. im not seeing my friends as much and i dont like that, my screen time is though the roof and that not good either. my parents are complaining abt not seeing me enough bc im always on this dang device and i dont blame them. word cant describe how sorry i am and how much i love you all. especially these wonderful human beings: daphne, sophie, aj, liv, kay, alice, adi, dany, nati, hypo, toria, elle, allison, diva, blaire, rhea, liv, alia, vera, sky, lena, bella, zari, scarlett, nora, avery, taylor, sophie, summer, lovely and so, so many more <33 yall have truly changed me and i will be forever grateful but now i just need to step back and really think abt me and myself. im sobbing rn bc i feel so horrible doing this bc i js need to. conan said it best (listen to him for me) : "all my youth i never knew that life would ever change... but we keep on growing didnt think itd show but i see it on your face, that years have passed but you laugh exactly the same... when i see you for the holidays" idk if im still gonna feel this way in oct but we'll see. i love you all to the moon and back - carys <3
