i'd like you all to picture nostalgia. ... here's a playlist... 'Minari' Original Motion Picture Soundtrack picture a little asian girl bangs short small features a little girl loved so much by one man and never able to reciprocate until the line went flat a little girl sitting in a garden watching grasshoppers yet to realize what death is a little girl watching a venus flytrap not knowing that her father was planning to stop pursuing his livelihood a little girl scratching at mosquito bites as her mother went to the funeral of the little girl's great grandfather death was not a concept yet. a little girl holding a little dog in the midst of a global panic a little girl painting pears and apples as the world fell apart a little girl playing minecraft to shut it all out taking it for granted sitting in the hospital not knowing how much she would hate her birthday a little girl becoming a girl as a man died next to her on the worst best day of her life. a girl trying to make herself as small as possible so nobody could blame her three days after her birthday a girl watching her father go to work one week after his father died a girl scarred forever funny how she only loved him after he was dead a girl oh so guilty because it must've been a sign because she was so pathetic to only love him after they unplugged the machines she stood there crying not crying enough as the machines beeped and then stopped and then they removed what covered his face and his hand was cold and he was surely dead forever and ever too young to remember too old to forget if only.
i want her life. i want his life i want the life of somebody who could forget that this ever happened
