Why did I come here? It's a break. A reprieve. That's the reason I told them. That's the only reason. They wouldn't believe the other rea- no there isn't any other reasons. I wanted a break, to be at peace. I mean, look around, the tall trees swaying in the breeze, the water sparkling in the sun. It's the most peace I have had since... " " We are going to the top of the mountain? Oh how lovely! It can be a distraction for... " " No, I'm fine. How far away are we now? Halfway? That's not too bad. " " The view, oh wow. It really was worth it, just like you said it will be. " " Since she passed... the atmosphere is lovely isn't it? " " Oh no, is it sleep time already. That's not good. You see, my mind doesn't like me at the moment. Oh the horrendous dreams. " " Last night *ahem* sorry. Last night I... I... I... It was bad. I am not fine. She told me it would be peaceful, and it was but... The talking, she was talking to someone, a light I don't know anymore. I can't do this. She loved nature... I'm sorry. I shouldn't be acting like this, should I? " " You were say, this God loves me? Even now, at my worst? - - YES I DO MY CHILD. I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS - - Thank you tour guide. I think I know the reason now.
I wanted to try a different style of writing and so I got this. God loves you guys :) It is a bit confusing sorry is it ok tho? Feedback please
