I can’t get anything done… I literally mean that. I have way too many things to do and things that I want to do, and I just end up not finishing or just forgetting…school work is stressful and takes up a lot of my motivation and leaves me too burnt out for me work on my own things. I’ve been burnt out for a while and I finally have something to do but… other things say no….I’ve also started to lose a point in doing my personal projects because so little will see them on here, I can’t push them out because I don’t have access to where they would be seen. I’ve especially I’ve been feeling that. I’m better off alone…a lot of ppl that I know just end up leaving or being disappointed in me…I mean yeah I can’t take care of myself properly right now, also whenever I have to do a chore when someone else is doing their thing I feel like a disturbance. That’s why I sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone in the future as this burned out mess of a person. A person like me could never be the person I wanted to be…I want to show my creations, I’m very passionate about it, but I feel like what I’m currently at it’s preventing me. I want to become a show creator, I want to become an animator, I want to become a writer. I NEED TO BECOME THAT PERSON THAT I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO BE, I NEED TO FALLOW MY PASSION! * but there is barely an audience to see you * nobody came * it’s just like you said Rando * “A person like You could never be the person You wanted to be” *Your just a procrastinator Yeah I am a procrastinator, I admit it…yes I don’t procrastinate on my schoolwork but on my own things…yes I do kinda. I can’t get anything done or anything done right…I’m such a messy slob that is better off alone then with people… because I’m only hurt myself if I get too attached. *the silence is sharp *you should really stop talking *because at this point you’re just talking to yourself
