I'm going away just for a few days. I been having mental depression from a lot of things. Like having to been yelled constantly, some friendship things that makes me feel like i don't exist, and getting hurt from activities or some negative things. Not only i have school and a whole bunch of homeworks i have to get done, I also have a part time job every 2 days a weeks, and i'm under 14. I'm really sorry to everyone for reading this, but i'll try to see your comments in my messages. Recently, i have been having these thing that my friends were being a bit unfortunate for seating arrangement, It just feels like i don't exist anymore. on the same day when i was having lunch, i couldn't keep my depression in any longer and i just couldn't handle it. I was sitting in a corner, not wanting to show my face and quietly crying out of depression. My heart was in pain, the tears wouldn't stop and my depression had snapped. I been wanting to have freedom, being stopped controlled by others and have a life i love. The only times i get a bit of joy, is my room, this computer, playing a bit of games and chatting to all of you people. So please, do not spam my messages because i'm not in a good shape to do all of this. Thanks for listening, I'll be back.
