venting and a dead fandom in ONE project?? oh my gahh /s I proceed :cough: to write paragraphs for "mental comfort" but I refuse to vector stuff. .... [below: talking about OMORI, the game] imagine being a goddamn child, stuck in some goddamn room, because you have goddamn depression and you just goddamn sit and "appreciate" this "productive" trash. you have free will, yes you heard it right, FREE WILL to live any other way and leave this whitespace but you CAN'T and you WON'T, just because a tragic incident happened. [below: talking about life] and no, although my mentality isn't considered 'healthy', there has been no tragic incidents, just some obstacles in my life, huge ones. my home.... it doesn't feel like one.. you aren't supposed to live in your home with fear, homes shouldn't have any fear. a fear of doing something small but regretful. i feel like i may suffer from this in the future; it's like my soul has been permanently scarred and i am supposed to bear it, the PAIN the pain of being judged, not fitting in.. i could go on, but i don't want anyone to start heavily worry about me. im sorry, ig i'll try continue progress on my mod, repeating it again and again. i dont know why but i feel isolated, and its all so sudden. ik it sounds like im faking it, i dont give a crap anymore.
