my dog died chat I hate this. :3 so sigma I'm so good at this yehhehehehehehehheheh I love to gaslight august 29 2025 3:10ish we put her down and I watched knowing I couldn't do any f_______ thing to help her but I wanted to and I never got to say I love you she was sleeping and then she wasn't but it looked the same isn't that worse??? she wasn't suffering but she was at the same time how do I live in a house like this where everyone pretends that its either been years since or that everything is normal when its not and it hasn't. shes yelling at me for not doing my chores but I cant go back into that room anymore there's too many and too much please stop please stop SHUT UP get out of my head shes gone shes gone what am I gonna do why is it so horrible I had more than two years to prepare why does it hurt so much and I can pretend its fine but then its not the moment I stop and I break down and I want to shatter
