Tw)) mental gr00ming ,, s3xu4l harassment ,, grape jokes ,, mentions of SA Hey so this is an update on my previous vent with the other guy and also add ons to what happened since in the span of what? Two weeks or one, there has been a lot of stuff going on with me and him it’s really gross and if the Trigger warnings scare you PLEASE CLICK OFF!!!! Ok so I was talking to him on disco he added me to a server his friends were making gr@pe jokes which kinda triggered me with my past with SA, he apologized for his friends I said it was fine and I was just a little triggered not a big deal right? Wrong. After that he started sending me s3xu4l crap even though after I vented to him abt my SA and said I didn’t like s3xu4l jokes or any s3xu4l topics unless it’s by a close friend or someone who I would consider close (doesn’t have to be friend) and right after I told him this it went through one ear and right out the other he made jokes and s3xu4l comments to and about me which made me feel really uncomfortable but hey it was just a joke I didn’t need to be what people would consider a “snowflake” right ? It progressively got worse until he sent me pics of booty plugs , said he’d like it if I straggled him, and I needed to put seraph in a maid dress, I was uncomfortable I didn’t like it at all . It felt like he had a thing for recreating people’s trauma because of the stuff he was doing, he crossed my boundaries everyday. Until there was a breaking point I got into a bus crash other day (I’m ok it was minor crash) I told him abt how I was in a bus cash he laughed at me I got a little upset because a normal person would say “oh are you ok?” But hey didn’t ik it sounds bad with that I’m saying but what I mean is if your friend texts you “yo something happened” I think it should be met with a “are you ok??”. It feels like my discomfort always ends up s3xu4l1zed no matter how much I try to express it. I couldn’t tell him anything because anytime I vent/set boundaries it’s either “lol” or “oh damn” and it’s gotten to the point where it has had ALMOST fully destroyed my mental health and made me question if it was my fault for letting him do all that stuff. I fell into a pretty deep state of questioning myself and not eating much during that time. I’m ok now my mental health still sucks mainly because of that but whatever. I’m doing a little better I suppose but most of this IS filtered and some parts are cut off since I don’t feel uncomfortable saying the WHOLE thing because i felt gross whilst writing this and I don’t wanna feel even more gross and uncomfortable
