Remix this if :Ik how it feels but don't lie to others. You don't want to make your friends worry about you, you don't want your family to help you, and you pretend to be happy all the time. I know how it feels....
It's a matter of me just not knowing what to do... I'm worried I'll go back to how bad I was in July, April, or even OCTOBER..... For borks sake, I'm worried for myself. I'm drowning myself in AI bots and fanfiction to distract myself but I'm worried it'll start affecting my grades soon :(