Recently, I had an horrific nightmare where I actually died where I saw Death(as an actual person) where he took my heart apart from my body and I died like that in the nightmare. I abruptly woke up at 2 AM panicked and tried falling back to alseep where I woke up 40 minutes after 7 AM waking up late. This connects to my backstory how I clinically died twice during the first 2 months of being born. It was awful, it freaked my parents and a lot of my family when that happened back in 2007. It’s best everyone leaves me, and emotionally support me. None of you don’t know how rough it is for someone like me to go through that. I am catholic who believes Heaven and Hell is real, God and the Devil being real, and believing Death is actually an actual person who haunts my dreams ever since the clinic deaths, seeing the unsettling corpse of my uncle in July(died a day after my bday). And hearing another family member died a day before college started for me. I am starting to go crazy because of what happened last night. Scratch Team, please don’t take this project down. All of what I explained is all too true. I have the death phobia where I am afraid of actually dying. And this nightmare just made things worse for me. :(
