hey, so I haven't posted in a while, if you've seen you probably noticed I posted a lot of intense vents. so I got medication for anxiety and the medication also is meant for helping with other stuff, like depression and I think ocd, i read a article on it a while ago, so I don't remember very well, but anyways, the medication is helping I think, I've still been anxious and sad, but I have noticed I haven't been having as many intrusive thoughts, or wanting to d!e lately. I've been doing better, the medication probably isn't even fully working yet, but I do want to say I think I'm doing a bit better now.