[ its because i love you - chasmecho srp ] this srp is based around chasmecho's complex relationships with his kits! he's a pretty horrible father to the bare eye, and i'm not trying to redeem that. i'm expanding on it. there is a lot of complexity behind the scenes with his motivations and fears. they truly love the kits and is trying to keep them safe by staying distant. i know what love can do. i've seen it so many times before. she was the last straw, the final piece of proof that shattered my world for good. its seven, i can't make it ten. fate sees you, it will take you. wish i could make you understand and confess, but that's drawing a giant target on your back. screaming for /it/ to get you. that would break me for good. i wouldn't be able to repair anymore, my heart is barely holding together. i love you. that is why i'm doing this, i want to keep you safe. a seasoned soldier needs to have adapted to the tougher things of life. something soft and fragile doesn't belong in a clan. how am i supposed to know that you'll make it? smother you in affection and you'll drop dead, fate and weakness. i'm not your father, i'm not anybody to you. having my heart is having a giant thorn in your throat. i am ivy, i will suffocate you. my love will suffocate you. i can't lose you too. i love you too much for that. i make you hate me because i love you.
simplified designs, i can't with how complex they usually are :sob: