❛ is time running out? ❜ ❛ a mothfaith srp (self roleplay) ❜ . .. ... Mothfaith sighed and laid down on a small patch of grass as the moon began to climb up the sky. They weren't able to sleep, too afraid to. It is constantly thinking, thinking about its own future. Usually, they are excited about the future, because anything can happen, meaning plenty of good things will happen. Though recently, Mothi has been more worried about the bad than the good. De4th. Growing up. All of it. They didn't like the thought of dy1ng and tried to steer clear of the mention of it entirely, yet their mind always seems to find a way back to it, bringing the thoughts, the fear, and the pain all back. Mothfaith looks up into the sky, scared. "I-I don't know how I'm going to do this..." they mutter to themself, its normal, sweet and excited demeanor entirely faded away. "How am I going to live life knowing that all that lies at the end is d3ath?" it whispers. "Everything I've grown to care for and love, I'll have to give it all away for nothing in return. Why?!" Mothfaith yells out, their rage and sadness reflecting off their eyes, where tears have formed. "I don't get how others make it look so simple... how do they know that they'll die in the future and /not/ be terrified about it?" It runs towards the camp exit and leaps into flight, going somewhere else. They land in a tree and lay down in it, looking below at the ground. Some animals were scurrying around, though Moth didn't dare try and hunt them. It didn't want to wish this fear and pain about d3ath upon something else, even if it was prey, now that they know how it feels. "I bet when we hunt the animals, they worry about if their time is running out, if the end is near, just like me." Mothfaith claims, watching the prey from above. "Maybe I'm not alone in feeling this..." it whispers, yawning. They were finally tired. Maybe the idea of prey feeling the same way soothed them. It wasn't sure what caused the sudden feeling of relaxation, but they were happy it came. Because the pain would likely be back tomorrow... ── .✦ ── The end :3 (not me basing this off of the way that me irl actually feels) My poor child </33 They are going to be sadder in roleplay now :< (not, like, depressed, just sadder than usual) I would've put this into the forums but I'm too lazy at the moment lol
Writing by me Character by me Roleplay by @t1red- (and now run by @SilverFeatherPro101) Image from pine-terest (saying that so I don't get muted)