(This clip IS ENTIRELY CONNECTED TO HIM! He does stay awake at night, he doesn't know his favorite color because he's never been attached to any, and he is afraid he's been building a fake personality ever since he redeemed himself. He's always been forced to smile, by both a toxic girlfriend, and the people around him, therefore, he's been wearing a mask everywhere he goes, so he believes he has built a fake personality.)
"I am fine, please do not think much of this."