Sonnets Bad Friend Sonnet You say you care about me, You say you love me with a smile on your face, But all you want is for me to fall from grace, But me, you don't even see, Inside I'm screaming to myself: Let me be! But every time my scream gets stuck in my throat: stuck in its place, I'm running and running but I never get to the end of this tragic race, All I want to do is flea, You tell me secrets about people, Talk about our friends, And I wonder am I next? You make life itself feel lethal, If I asked you: Would you tell someone my secrets? You would say it depends, I don't think I trust you, like you or want to be friends with you, I think I might want to break up with you over text. Social Anxiety Sonnet The beginning of the day, Starts with an overwhelming pain, Worry sits on my heart like a stain, But I'll still whisper out I'm okay, Social Anxiety sits around my neck like a noose til my hair turns gray, When I talk an alarm signal goes off in my hyperactive brain, I talk like I'm not even sane, I'm terrified to do things my way, I have Social Anxiety, People scare me more than death ever could, With social anxiety it feels difficult to trust, talk, look at anyone, Its like I'm scared of all of society, Every word feels like a falsehood, When I talk to you it doesn't feel like fun because all my mind and body want to do is run. Writers Block Sonnet Songs, Poem and Stories come to mind, Magnificent words stroke my mind but never the paper that I want to write, Writers Block: Empty paper is permanently in your sight, oh it feels like such a plight, Thrilling Adventures, treacherous plot seen once, but never seen twice its like I'm blind, Anything, anything I just want to find, Its like the words are am million meters over my height, Why can't I just see the light, I've got that feeling again, It's like my minds in a bind, Months have passed by, I'm stuck in quicksand, Everything that matters, my focus is shattered, I don't want to say goodbye to my story, I don't know where to stand, This is the end and I've written everything that mattered.
Thank god! I can write again, hopefully for more than one day!
