Press the cat were the dark blue plus is.....lazy Art Read『」So I was just looking up..My bff ask me too..."Alexithymia"..."Alexithymia is a personality trait characterized by difficulty identifying, understanding, and expressing emotions."...I look at the symptoms..and I do some resson get bit sad...knowing it true..i feel like this...and i do not like being in a close relationship with someone....have "low self-awareness"....."Increased risk of developing mental health conditions, such as depression and anxiety".....but i do feel bit depression..not bad far way...Just my mind in dark but not bad ones...many few..were i want to hurt myself...but i never going to do it...just go into my closet or outside and just cry or just so mad....it like my body and mind know to go there....I think becuse of Young trauma i had at age 9 to 10...from 2020..i have a scar above my eyebrow...were my glasses broke....not going to bad on details....my mind just make it fuzzey to me...i know it just keeping me safe....but let say i drop my little bro."JR"....just at that time he was 3..me being 9 to 10...my dad had mad issues around that time..and when i drop him..and when i fell..he kick me..just cussing at me..and my ma..stop him...i ran to the bathroom crying...and look at the mirror...just saw blood and got wet a cloth...an put it there..my mom and others Sibs..came..worry and concern....my dad try to but a Aid on it...but stop...and said "you got take Her to the hospital".....it was at midnight...and she took me...and i had to get..stitches.....it was traumatizing for me because I now fear pissing my dad off...and when he yell at me...i just panic...and i do lie it like...i want to yell or slap..by them... reminder am 13....it like IDK...i just fake how i feel around ppl....but on digitally or drawing...i just be me...and me drawing is just expressing myself....... especially after my brother died when it was my last week in 7th...he was in 10th.....it made just me be quiet...and just when we went to his death bed...i just cry..just me not use to crying in front of anyone....it mess my mind up...just asking myself "he should've never died".....end of read』」
Next Read》〉》The next one is i may have a phobia and depression,long-term.....for me it not got bad...ehhhh bit bad news 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 From the web "You might hate loud noises and cover your ears and cry due to noise sensitivity, which can stem from conditions like misophonia (hatred of specific sounds), phonophobia (intense fear of loud sounds), sensory processing differences (common in neurodivergent individuals), or heightened sensitivity from anxiety disorders or trauma. These conditions trigger a fight-or-flight response, leading to emotional and physical distress, making sounds seem overwhelming and causing you to instinctively cover your ears and cry." .....Am worry i may have..misophonia..becuse a bad incident did happen in my class.....were my two classmates both female....were yellimg over a Ex boyfriend..and a fight broke out...it was loud and everyone was talkimg...loud the assistant principal had to come in and help the teacher separate them...and the two female classmate got expelled...and i just now cover my ears.....and try not cry... From the web This is the...bad news.. "Academic Problems: Difficulties with schoolwork and a higher chance of academic failure." Social Issues: Social isolation, difficulties in relationships, and potential involvement with the legal system." *had to fix the words becuse scratch bad word detector was annoying me* "Self-Harm & Su....: Increased risk of harming behaviors and bad thoughts or actions" .......Not going to say nothing on this.....just don't how to feel....let know..at least....Am good just probably going to have art block or be burnt out....it going to my 1st one in years...but am lucky fish....thst most of art has models done never upload...for DMC,DTA,Ect
