(interactive!) uh, this is something I've back to multiple times uh big time gaps though... uh if you get the beginning... I don't like my mom a lot yea... the end was what I did now. things change. there will always be something I need to change, something to 'fix'. I'll never be fully okay, no one will be. So I say... enjoy this. Enjoy little moments of happiness because even if your upset later you still were happy then, keep living because there is most to life to live it doesn't need to end now. Just know people are here for you, care for you and love you, no matter how dim and dark things may seem. Your a star. You matter, you have a choice in everything. Take care of yourself. And to and some happiness Ima say this quote (from south park) "Well yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time, I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a... beautiful sadness." yea okay, love u all. Bye.
